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[Jul. 19th, 2005|12:26 am] |
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I sold some of my things to pay for school. it turns out my stuff is not worth much and i still dont have enough money for school. weird. i miss and love you all, well on the bright side if i dont come up with the moeny maybe ill be able to come home for a couple of days. but pray that i get the moeny together because i need to go to school to keep my heath insurence. i love you all. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2005|09:26 pm] |
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[Apr. 24th, 2005|12:56 pm] |
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Go to www.pbase.com/edouble and that where you can see some shitty pics of my babie's. i miss every one so much. i wanna come home more then any thing but i am broke. so go around to all the stores and put cans at the check out with my picture on them and write get mary home!!!! |
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[Apr. 19th, 2005|12:35 am] |
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I have to baby kittens. i love them. some one tell me how to post a picture of my new babies on here!!! woo woo kittens!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2005|11:58 pm] |
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I have not been this sick sense I was back in Nam. i wonder is nenzs is sick she always get sick when i do. |
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[Mar. 8th, 2005|01:23 am] |
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wonderfulness happy all the time a smile is never not on my face. |
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[Feb. 10th, 2005|12:50 pm] |
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[Feb. 1st, 2005|04:34 pm] |
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I miss home. |
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[Jan. 29th, 2005|04:34 pm] |
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my phone is broken. there for my life is over. all over. If you see or talk to him tell him i love him.
arizona is gay. i would write more but my thoughts are so loud i cant hear my mouth. |
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[Dec. 5th, 2004|03:21 am] |
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have you ever loved someone so bad it hurts? |
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[Nov. 18th, 2004|05:26 pm] |
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why is marijuana not legal? Why is marijuana not legal? It's a natural
plant that grows in the dirt. You know whats not natural? Eighty year
old dudes with hard ons. That's not natural, but we've got pills for that.
We're dedicating all our medical ressources to keeping the old guys
erect but were putting people in jail for smoking something that grows
in the dirt?
You know, we have more prescription drugs now than ever. Every
commercial on TV is a prescription drug ad. I cant't watch TV for four
minutes without thinking i have five serious diseases. Like, "Do you
ever wake up tired in the mornings?" Oh my god, I have this, write
this down! Whatever this is, I have it! Half the time you dont even
know what the commercial is, there's people running through fields,
or flying kites, or swimming in the ocean. Like, that is the greatest
disease ever! How do you get that? That disease comes with a hot
chick and a puppy!
The schools now, it's all about self-esteem in the schools. Build the
kids' self-esteem, make them feel good about themselves. If
everybody grows up with high self esteem, whos gonna dance in our
strip clubs? Whats gonna happen to our porno industry? These women
don't just grow on trees! It takes lots of drunk daddies missing a lot of
dance recitals before you decide to blow a goat on the internet for fifty
bucks. And if that disappears, where does that leave me on a friday
with my new high speed connection...
Mastermind's not a word that comes up all the time, you keep hearing
about these, ah, these masterminds that are being killed over in the
middle-east. Terrorist masterminds! Mastermind is sort of a lofty way
to describe what these guys do, don't you think? They're not
masterminds! "Okay you take bomb, right? And you put in backpack,
then you get on the bus and you blow yourself up." "Why do I have
to... blow myself up?" "Whos the F---ing mastermind her, me or you?!"
Americans, let's face it, we've been a spoiled country for a long time,
you know what the number one health risk in america is? Obesity!
Obesity! They say we're in the middle of an obesity epidemic. An
epidemic! Like it's Polio! Like, we'll be talking to our grandchildren
about it one day, the great obesity epidemic of 2004. "How d'you get
through it, grandpa?" "Oh, it was horrible, Johnny, there was
cheesecake and pork chops everywhere."
Nobody knows why we're getting fatter, look at our lifestyles. I'll sit at
a drive-thru, I'll sit there for, I'll sit there behind fifteen other cars
instead of getting up and making an eight foot walk to the totally
empty counter. Everything's mega-mealed and super-sized, "Want
biggie fries with that, want a jumbo-fry, wanna go large, want a
biggie fry, wanna have thirty burgers for a nickel, you fat
mother-fucker? There's room in the back, take it! Want a fifty-five
gallon drum of coke with that? It's only three more cents!"
Sometimes you've gotta suffer a little in your youth to motivate you to
succeed later in life. You think if Bill Gates got laid in high school, do
you think there'd be a microsoft? Of course not! You've got to spend a
long time stuffed in your locker with your underwear wedged up your
ass before you start thinking: "Im gonna take over the world of
computers, you'll see! I'll show them!"
We're in one of the richest coutries in the world and the minimum
wage is lower now than it was thirty-five years ago. There are
homeless people everywhere, this homeless guy asked me for money,
the other day, I was about to give it to him, and I thought: he's just
gonna use it on drugs or alcohol. And then I thought: That's what I'm
gonna use it on! Why am I judging this poor bastard? People love to
judge homeless guys. Like, you give him the money and he's just
gonna waste it, he's gonna waste the money! Well he lives in a box!
What do you want him to do with it, save it up and buy a wall unit?
Take a little run to the store for a throw rug and a cd rack? He's
homeless! I walked behind this guy the other day, a homeless guy
asked him for money, he looks right at the homeless guy, he goes:
"why don't you go out and get a job, you bum?"
People always say that to homeless guys, get a job. Like it's always
that easy. This homeless guy was wearing his underwear outside his
pants. I'm guessing his resume ain't all up to date. I'm predicting
some problems during the interview process. I'm pretty sure
McDonalds has an 'Underwear go inside the pants' policy Not that they
enforce it very strictly, but technically, i'm sure it's on the books. |
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[Oct. 5th, 2004|11:06 pm] |
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hello i cant use my phone untill after 9 my time which is 12 you alls. i work all weekend from 5m-4am fri and sat and 1030am-7pm sun. woo woo but yet im still broke. oh and randomosity775 got cancelled my e-mail is now marymarklow@yahoo.com and my screen name is fallupdowntown. awesome. life is gay someone should fix it. |
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[May. 15th, 2004|12:34 pm] |
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I want to go some where I can where a pretty dress. |
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[Mar. 30th, 2004|09:19 pm] |
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huummmm... life is gay. im ready to go play on the free way or run with sharp objects. actually my emotion is nothing, just blah whatever sorta feeling. arizona is lame. dirt every where. whats that? sunny and sweltering hot for tommarow? no fucking shit! i used to enjoy the sun, it was like a lil treat and some how when the sun was shining everyone was happy. here every one smells like mexican. if your wondering exactly how i feel tie a sack of sand to your blow'dryer, turn it on high 4 to 5 inches away from your face. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2004|12:34 pm] |
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Damn it feels good to be a gangsta
A real gangsta-ass nigga plays his cards right
A real gangsta-ass nigga never runs his fuckin mouth
Cuz real gangsta-ass niggas don't start fights
And niggas always gotta high cap
Showin' all his boys how he shot em
But real gangsta-ass niggas don't flex much
Cuz real gangsta-ass niggas know they got em
And everythings cool in the mind of a gangsta
Cuz gangsta-ass niggas think deep
Up three-sixty-five a year 24/7
Cuz real gangsta ass niggas don't sleep
And all I gotta say to you
Wannabe, gonnabe, cocksuckin', pussy-eatin' prankstas
Cuz when the fry dies down what the fuck you gonna do
Damn it feels good to be a gangsta
Damn it feels good to be a gangsta
Feedin' the poor and hepin out wit they bills
Although I was born in Jamaica
Now I'm in the US makin' deals
Damn it feels good to be a gangsta
I mean one that you don't really know
Ridin' around town in a drop-top Benz
Hittin' switches in my black six-fo'
Now gangsta-ass niggas come in all shapes and colors
Some got killed in the past
But this gangtsa here is a smart one
Started living for the lord and I'll last
Now all I gotta say to you
Wannabe, gonnabe, pussy-eatin' cocksuckin' prankstas
When the ship jumps off what the fuck you gonna do
Damn it feels good to be a gangsta
Damn it feels good to be a gangsta
A real gangta-ass nigga knows the play
Real gangsta-ass niggas get the flyest of the bitches
Ask that gangsta-ass nigga Little Jake
Now bitches look at gangsta-ass niggas like a stop sign
And play the role of Little Miss Sweet
But catch the bitch all alone get the digit take her out
and then dump-hittin' the ass with the meat
Cuz gangsta-ass niggas be the gang playas
And everythings quiet in the clique
A gangsta-ass nigga pulls the trigger
And his partners in the posse ain't tellin' off shit
Real gangsta-ass niggas don't talk much
All ya hear is the black from the gun blast
And real gangsta-ass niggas don't run for shit
Cuz real gangsta-ass niggas can't run fast
Now when you in the free world talkin' shit do the shit
Hit the pen and let the mothafuckas shank ya
But niggas like myself kick back and peep game
Cuz damn it feels good to be a gangsta
And now, a word from the President!
Damn it feels good to be a gangsta
Gettin voted into the White House
Everything lookin good to the people of the world
But the Mafia family is my boss
So every now and then I owe a favor gettin' down
like lettin' a big drug shipment through
And send 'em to the poor community
So we can bust you know who
So voters of the world keep supportin' me
And I promise to take you very far
Other leaders better not upset me
Or I'll send a million troops to die at war
To all you Republicans, that helped me win
I sincerely like to thank you
Cuz now I got the world swingin' from my nuts
And damn it feels good to be a gangsta |
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[Feb. 18th, 2004|03:05 pm] |
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I dont understand how people can be so in love with some one that they plan their life around them. I guess i just have to problem of over thinking things and never letting anything or any one just go. unhappy no, but undkshgioe yes. what does that mean? who knows. I know nothing. what will i do tomorrow hell i dont know what im going to do in 2 seconds. hope thats al i have. |
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[Jan. 31st, 2004|11:53 am] |
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Its hard knowing that the best cat and the best dog passed away in one week. Im sorry for their familys. i love you |
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[Jan. 26th, 2004|06:23 pm] |
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"Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly" |
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[Jan. 25th, 2004|01:15 pm] |
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I don’t understand what you want from me. I have not a clue. You yell and you scream make me cry make me worrie make me feel alone and like no places is home. I can’t go on like this, keep hurting each other can’t be in my future because I refuses to let you down one more time. I’m sorry it’s your time to shine. Tears will stream down my cheek with every blinking eye and I will sigh close these eyes of mine hard to stop the tears well at least ill try. Go baby go. Walk on into the world and find something new. Something that makes you smile, something that makes you laugh, something that doesn’t make you cry nor yell. I’m sorry for everything I’m sorry I fell, fell down deep where I can only weep. One day someday I hope ill get out have a smile upon my face and ready to forgive and forget but until then I’m sorry. I can be your friend, the one you call when you’re down; I wish I could be the one that turns your frown up side down. If you need to talk I’m here to listen. Just please no more yelling and no more lying. Please don't think I think I have done nothing wrong because I have I know and I’m so very sorry. But this war between us trying to point out the other ones mistakes has to end. Because at the end of the day I want to be able to say at least I have a friend. I love you and always will. |
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[Dec. 9th, 2003|09:47 pm] |
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What do you do if your dad treats your like a child? As much as i want to stay he makes me feel like i should go |
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